I wake up every morning with my eyes still blurry, I notice someone next to me, its her, its always her. Something dripping, running down the walls, a redish brown colour. the bed is damp but its not water and its drying, everything comes into focus and her dead lifeless eyes are staring right in to mine, blood crawls across the clean white sheets as the sun bursts through the gaps in the curtains, I scream, I cry but nothing, I feel it, I feel her there, but nothing. I grab her in my arms and scream her name I scream for help but nothing.
I shoot upright in my bed staring, sweating, crying. I look to my left nothing I look all around my room and there is no sign of anyone but me being here, im sure I fell asleep next to her I search the house and no ones around, I feel isolated lost awkward in my own reality.
I place a call to her number no answer, I call again no answer, I txt, getting more and more angry as I feel more lost and desperate, did she even exist? were we together last night? Was I dreaming?
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