Tuesday, 29 March 2011

And i'll be getting head, under the rainbow.



Everybody deserves head.







ODDFUTUREWOLFGANGKILLTHEMALL



FUCK LOVE

A Little selection of music i was listening to on my way home from work but im listening to this alot at the moment aswell.



I'm in love with her :) Ill be posting more of her.

Monday, 28 March 2011

Sputniks Sweetheart

“And it came to me then. That we were wonderful traveling companions but in the end no more than lonely lumps of metal in their own separate orbits. From far off they look like beautiful shooting stars, but in reality they’re nothing more than prisons, where each of us is locked up alone, going nowhere. When the orbits of these two satellites of ours happened to cross paths, we could be together. Maybe even open our hearts to each other. But that was only for the briefest moment. In the next instant we’d be in absolute solitude. Until we burned up and became nothing.”


— Haruki Murakami (Sputnik Sweetheart)

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

Lost girl

I'd like to put you in a picture
put you in a film
put you on a poster and stick you on my wall.

Edie Andy even Lou
Sat with them would be just you

and fit you would so perfectly
in a club with them all in 63.

Alex Wolf

xx <3 xx





I wish I were a Warhol silk screen hanging on the wall.
Or little Joe or maybe Lou. I'd love to be them all. 
All New Yorks broken hearts and secrets would be mine. 
Id put you on a movie reel, and that would be just fine.

Ian Curtis from the film Control.

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Cigarettes

From

From now on no one will want me
I'll make sure of that. 

From now on I'll Slowly disappear
I'll make sure of that. 

From now on my only pain will be physical 
I'll make sure of that. 

From now on I will never be the same 
you will make sure of that.


Piano
I like to sit and play woesome ballads on my piano 
It helps me concentrate
I sometimes like to cut my wrists to see how long it will take to die
but I just wake up. 

When its over I like to play macabre odes on my 88 keys
my 88 keys to my mind and body 
black and white 
the only way I see. 

When insomnia gets the better of me 
you are there to sing me to sleep 
when i'm bleeding your keys red 
bleeding till I'm bloody dead. 

These laceration of tonal prescition guide my fingers in the moonlight 
deeper and deeper in to me 
until I'm dry and fingers ache 
until I die and fingers break 

Cigarettes 
Ouch 
as my searing flesh slowly boiled 
my mind raced and recoiled 
of thoughts of pain and when I met her 
Thats why I chose the pain, its better.

Ouch
as i smoke another one 
my heart beats like heavy drums  
passion for pain I couldn't say 
I didn't choose to go this way.

Ouch 
3rd time now and its getting better
my thoughts of you start to whither 
but my dear its quite a shame 
to forget you causes such great pain.

Monday, 21 March 2011

Float

A gap, a loss
an answer
a question
a question.

a love, a hate
an answer
an answer
a question.

a heart betrayed?
a scream, a scream
all dreams............
 gone.

no longer forward
no longer backwards
sucked into nothingness
always end up where it started.

destroy, deconstruct
ingest all offers
live to die
I would die to live.

to feel alive
to feel again
desperatley numb
desperatley dumb.

torn apart
bloated and bloody
existance is void
existance is nulled

float on past loves and memories
float on unfinished jigsaws
float on punctured tires
float on self worth.

float on failure
float on dissapointment
float on despair
float on self deprication.

no hope
full loss
see things this way
see things my way.

Sunday, 13 March 2011

†CROSS†

2 Weeks off

So after 2 weeks or so of not posting anything due mainly to losing my I phone....TWICE in 1 week and generally getting wasted and losing my life but mainly just being lazy i've got a few bits to say, Probably over a few post's.

John galliano
well... john galliano went a bit mental  and decided to hurl anti semitic abuse at a couple in a paris restaurant, which I though odd as his collections have always been influenced by other cultures and the understanding of, so for him to come across so narrow minded and ignorant at the impact of those comments seems very stupid no wonder dior dropped him. London fashion week happened and as usual the shows were great..... well what I saw of them and I managed to get to one party at concrete in shorditch which was a fun night got a bit wasted and lost my phone:( (1st time), had the usual selection of fashonista and hipster types hanging out and looking swish.

On the music front theres been some exciting new releases from the likes of Radiohead, Yuck and Noah and the whale, and some not so exciting releases ...... Jessie j. Im going to do a post hype review of james blakes album and a short radiohead king of limbs album review and this little rant.


Jessie J was hyped up so so much and it just goes to show never trust the BBC when it come to music they are a government institution and don't know shit except some ill informed suggestions towards electronic female solo artists anyone remember Pixie Lott? Ellie Goulding anyone?  all championed by the bcc only for they're albums to flop much like Jessie J. The problem being these artist make one radio friendly track every fucker loves it and it gets radio play so the hype begins and when the album actually drops everyones bored of the artist, its a shame and unfair on the artist but its the way the dying industry is shaped so fuck it.

James blake review
We have all heard it, you know the hype, james blake, big in 2011 and all that up until he actually released his album, well i have decided to review this album post hype and see if it has any sticking power. Now in all honesty I have wanted to review this album for a while but wanted it to be real, so here goes. James blake matches minimal electric slices of soul with distressed vocals sometimes edging on dark and restless but also warm. First track 'unlock' begins with a simple piano progression and builds into thick as fuck synths with a little clicking beat pulsating in the back ground its an awesome opener.



Wilhelms scream, has james in his breaking vocals singing about falling and not knowing about his love over warm synths that just float in the background making tiny impressions upon you. The whole album seems ghostly and like its not coming from your I pod or mp3 dock its like its coming from a tortured consciousness all around you.



  First Single and Feist cover 'Limit to your love' is stripped back and the usual cracking vocals seem more together, with rippling bass carrying through the verses and heavy piano leading the track its a great cover and wise first single. This album has been labeled post dub-step but its more minimal electro indie, its occasionally repetitive all the tracks seem to be done in the same vain but with little twist's there is not enough change to keep the listener interested but when its good it really flies and some of the vocoder work is genius.  I give it a 7/10



More to come in a few days Peaceeeeee and love and all that hippie shitt.