Float

A gap, a loss
an answer
a question
a question.

a love, a hate
an answer
an answer
a question.

a heart betrayed?
a scream, a scream
all dreams............
 gone.

no longer forward
no longer backwards
sucked into nothingness
always end up where it started.

destroy, deconstruct
ingest all offers
live to die
I would die to live.

to feel alive
to feel again
desperatley numb
desperatley dumb.

torn apart
bloated and bloody
existance is void
existance is nulled

float on past loves and memories
float on unfinished jigsaws
float on punctured tires
float on self worth.

float on failure
float on dissapointment
float on despair
float on self deprication.

no hope
full loss
see things this way
see things my way.