I wish

I wish for so much
I look for control
You could have had it all
But selfishness prevails

You have lost it
We are lost forever
Our souls interwined, unhappiness combined
We threw away what we had together

Jelousy beyond belief
Pride sunken in skin
Loss of faith in a lover
Something we can never be

You have your freedom
Be free for your own sake
But what you had was responsibility
I didnt give you my heart to break

Sorry for the confusion
I never wanted you to feel unloved
But I wanted to feel love thats true
something I could never take from you.