Why?

Why have you done this? I know its my fault I know you could never trust me but I just wanted to prove to you that I'm worth it. It was great before, before them, it was hard at times but was never like this, never empty. we fucked each other over constantly, hated each other from time to time and when we were broken and hurting and ruined we would put each other back together. Now after the last 6/7 Months, God its seememd like much less, all that time half a year since we were us, after the last 6/7 months of destroying each other and refusing to put each other back together, being apart, not having you there has become so persistent in my thoughts. I die everytime I need you, you have torn me to pieces and I want to forgive you I want you to be safe and I want life to cary on as it was but I feel that time has passed, Have we lossed our innocence? I want it I want to move forward but I just ask Why has this happened?

Why are you not here anymore? you used to be with me all day everyday in my head now your lost.

Just please tell me why soon.

Lots of love

Wolfie