Cigarettes

From

From now on no one will want me

I'll make sure of that. 

From now on I'll Slowly disappear

I'll make sure of that. 

From now on my only pain will be physical 

I'll make sure of that. 

From now on I will never be the same 

you will make sure of that.

Piano

I like to sit and play woesome ballads on my piano 

It helps me concentrate

I sometimes like to cut my wrists to see how long it will take to die

but I just wake up. 

When its over I like to play macabre odes on my 88 keys

my 88 keys to my mind and body 

black and white 

the only way I see. 

When insomnia gets the better of me 

you are there to sing me to sleep 

when i'm bleeding your keys red 

bleeding till I'm bloody dead. 

These laceration of tonal prescition guide my fingers in the moonlight 

deeper and deeper in to me 

until I'm dry and fingers ache 

until I die and fingers break 

Cigarettes 

Ouch 

as my searing flesh slowly boiled 

my mind raced and recoiled 

of thoughts of pain and when I met her 

Thats why I chose the pain, its better.

Ouch

as i smoke another one 

my heart beats like heavy drums  

passion for pain I couldn't say 

I didn't choose to go this way.

Ouch 

3rd time now and its getting better

my thoughts of you start to whither 

but my dear its quite a shame 

to forget you causes such great pain.